Exam....

Dear Diary,

I think I will never get used to examinations. I have one this evening at 7pm and I am beginning to feel a little queasy in the stomach. Yes, just that teeny weeny bit but maybe it will get worse, haha... So here I am; sitting in my room, facing the computer, typing this blog after a long hiatus. Later I will read the bible, pray a little, then hit the books again. The only comforting experience is that I have a lazy day ahead as I am on leave from work, and the green vegetation and cool breeze just at my windows are making me a little drowsy actually. Oh well... 2nd September... my Human Resource Management exam which happens to be someone’s birthday, and exactly 1 month and 1 day away from mine too. A particular date may mean very different experiences for different individuals, isn’t it?

This module is tricky because I wasn’t very confident of the assignment which I submitted weeks earlier; unlike the previous module “Marketing” which I did quite well. A whole load of work is waiting for me when I return to office tomorrow and I haven’t found time to go to a dentist for that annual scaling and polishing either. For the next 2 weeks, it will be lesson time on all weekday evenings and weekends. Ironically, tough it may be... exams, lessons and work are solaces. Relationship issues are getting more difficult than I can ever imagine and I am wondering whether if I had a misconception of the female gender all these while. * Shrugs*. Maybe I ain’t as good a man as I think when it comes to relationship more than the usual platonic ones. I really don’t know.

Occasional cell group gathering and charity work give me the most satisfaction these days as I step out from the very busy world we all have during those moments, and just basically relate to others without restriction and motive. I have asked myself countless of times and there were even times I thought I had the answer... what’s the purpose of being so busy? I am still 28 years old and will hit the dreaded “30” soon enough. Frankly, I don’t feel prepared to take that leap into the 30+ age group because I still think I haven’t accomplished enough in terms of career, education and family aspects... I really need to learn to trust my future in God. Always easier said than done but nevertheless I should strive to take comfort in that.

Okay, that’s it for now. I wish all you busy people out there the best too! ;-)

God Bless,

Andrew